I feel like I’m in a strange situation;
and I don’t know how to begin;
I feel that I’m in some new creation;
on the outside; just looking in.
Living alone has skewed my schematics;
that internal diagram of reality;
now I’m likely to be linked with fanatics;
for I envision a life of duality.
I used to think I was a body looking out;
trying to find how it all did begin;
but I have discovered I have much doubt;
my thoughts are outside, once again.
Many think they look out into space;
to a kingdom created for the man;
instead, its within the same place;
part of a multi dimensional plan;
The upper world; the kingdom of thought;
there exists nothing to hear, or see;
the lower kingdom, by His Light brought;
casts a physical illusion of me.
We are all dual reality creatures;
alive in two different places;
a physical illusion; by light’s features;
the thought world needs no spaces.
I’ve lived in the physical, many years;
and now, as I find I’m alone;
the higher world beckons thru tears;
and seems to be calling me home.
But I’m not yet ready to go back home ;
I’ve an obligation I have to begin;
for I am outside continuing to roam;
and I’ll only fill it, if I’m looking in;