Why Didn’t I ?
Why didn’t I do, what I should have done;
what thoughts were clouding my mind?
Why are my thoughts and actions, not one;
must thoughts be screened and refined?
Why can’t I live life as I believe;
do actions have a mind of their own?
Why is it my thoughts think I’ll achieve,
the same actions, if all alone?
We live in two kingdoms at the same time;
thoughts and words; divided in two.
The upper kingdom hold thoughts as sublime;
in the lower world, words have to do.
The upper kingdom; the Garden of Creation;
mere thoughts bring all into being;
the lower world is the pit of damnation;
where rebellion is materially seen.
Not initially made in total perfection;
after all; we’re created from dust.
It was clear we required circumspection;
in order to become honorable and just.
So, in the end, I did what was expected;
making mistakes along the way;
but rather than me becoming rejected;
evil itself had become the prey.
I’d become brand new, my fears; all gone;
death no more would have his last say;
and at the point it seems time to move on;
I’ll be reborn, in a brand new day.
Monty 4/25/20