Soul Virtuality
I feel apprehensive; as tho a storm draws near;
I’m all nervous and jittery, inside;
although I’m aware, that there’s nothng to fear;
I still want to run away, and hide.
I never feel secure; within my own skin;
I’d rather become an outside observer;
I remain on the outside; just looking in;
feeling little confidence and fervor.
Within me; there’s a completely separate entity;
filled with confidence and laughter;
bearing great gifts of an infinite divinity;
embracing a future hereafter.
I’ve become two people, in one; world’s apart;
two actors; on the same stage;
one, filled with energy and love in his heart;
the other; wanting to leave this life's page.
How could destiny, or I, ever reconcile;
that descrepencies; within me, exist;
a vacuous face; turning into my smile;
subliminal energies persist.
Perhaps, the Master is whispering a truth;
it seems heaven and earth are a duality;
tho our consciousness cannot find proof;
physical life may be a virtuality.
How can two people, live within one;
did God have a trick up his sleeve?
Go back in your mind; when all had begun;
consider Adam and Eve.
Monty 7/10/24. # 2,217