Searching For Truth

It’s seems as though I’ve lost all desire;
there’s nothing left to please me now;
at one time; all, was ablaze; on fire;
looking back; I don’t see why or how.

All my energy and focus were once clear;
my desire was driving me on;
but all those things; once near and dear;
had all passed by and were gone.

I once had certitude, determination, and fight,
about all I have grown to believe in;
but now, I’m driven to seek out the Light;
from which reality was conceived in.

Nothing all around me, seems at all real;
not even things I can touch or see;
for the reality of Thought can easily conceal;
and the senses and mind disagree.

Is it physical reality in the world that I see;
or, thought waves, defined by the mind?
Is that physical body that walks really me;
or waves of energy, subtly redefined?

All of reality is defined by thought alone;
only deep thought knows who you are;
for you are just energy far from  your home;
even though it seems more than bizarre.

Yet, energy moves in a circular fashion;
and you will return home within season;
the Light which made you has compassion;
and no energy flows without reason.

You live simultaneously in Eden and earth;
and earth is the place of death for your name.
The garden of Eden was the place of each birth;
and the place of each death was the same.