A Cloud Of Destiny

I feel my life slowly drifting away;
the background scenery fading;
thoughts from within; bid me stay;
a purpose, I’ve been evading.

I feel as tho I’m a mist or a cloud;
gently floating into the night.
If you only knew, you’d laugh out loud;
my body belongs to the Light.

Some think I’m suffering depression;
but, I’m simply sad and lonely;
I will render this thoughtful confession;
my life is my thought: only.

Many a year, I’ve been a provider;
in a world, I could see and hear;
now, this world has become an outsider;
needing faith to replace my fear.

I know this kingdom is not as it seems;
it’s strictly my personal illusion;
created within my thoughts; my dreams;
it’s the only logical conclusion.

I am the man I decided to become;
fulfilling every requirement;
returning to be a part of the One;
life doesn’t provide a retirement.

Though I feel like the paper on the wall;
watching the outside world go by;
I’m a wayward child of the Lord of All;
and, love wasn’t destined to die.

Monty 4/9/23. # 1,519